I believe this is one of my absolute FAVORITE things to be thankful for these days. This is pretty much a give in. My favorite scent is the cologne Patrick wears.
Luckily I am over here for the weekend and could get a picture of it. I am highly addicted to this scent ever since the first time you walked into the hell house. It felt oh so heavenly when you were there with me. Calm and clarity fell over me like a veil of complete realization as to what I wanted in my life. It grounds me more than anything I’ve found since learning more about my Dissociative Identity Disorder. It enters me and in my head I can close my eyes and physically see his aura swirling around me, gripping me in a hug of security. I can then hear his voice, which is Lyle’s, but he is my protector and he knows how to help me calm down and comfort me.
When it gets really bad I will snuggle up in bed, wearing one of the many shirts of his he sprayed for me, hold onto my wolf blanket (So it feels like I’m holding Clover, my innerworld wolf) and just get lost in his scent. It brings the most comfort I’ve ever possessed and makes me dizzy in the best possible way. It’s a floating in the clouds type of feeling and my stomach feels light and the butterflies flap away. Beautiful and full of bliss.
I mean, if I’m going to title a post “Seducing Scent,” I might as well have a seducing picture in his jacket, right? Only plausible thing to do. 😉
November 7th, 2020 Gratitude Scripture:
“And you shall rejoice in all the good that the LORD your GOD has given to you and to your house, you, and the Levite, and the sojourner who is among you.” -Deuteronomy 26:11 ESV
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