Today Is: December 2nd, 2020 (Autumn Cozy Day)
I’m Grateful For: Communication
Psalm 23:1-6: “The LORD is my Shepherd; I shall not want. He makes me lie down in green pastures. He leads me beside still waters. He restores my soul. He leads me in the paths of righteousness for his name’s sake. Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me. You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies; you anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life, and I shall dwell in the house of the LORD forever.”
On My Heart Today: The human emotion is so crazy to me. One minute I’m fine, next freaking out, then in a euphoric state of happiness and trust in the Lord. Then I’m right back to worry, panic, and doubt. I’m a true rollercoaster. I know I’m bipolar for a fact, that wasn’t a misdiagnose, I just wish it wasn’t the truth. I want to get to a place where I am so trusting of the Lord I just don’t question and live. Roll with it. He even states, what’s an ounce more of worry going to add to your life? It truly isn’t and I’ve got to start remembering that truth. I’ve got to practice what I preach to other women. It’s funny how you can see and advise others in their problems but not see your own. I want to be able to sit back and look at my own circumstances with the same clarity and understanding as others.
My Word For Today: Trusting– inclined to trust; confiding; trustful.
Small Group Update: It is going way better than I could’ve ever expected. The amount of participation and love everyone is showing is beyond a blessing in itself. The Lord really gave me a terrific group of women who just want to know what a close relationship to him feels like. I’m so ecstatic.