Talk to me. Why did that scare you? YOU DON’T REMEMBER WHAT JUST SCARED YOU? Nope, guess I don’t. This is not going up. I’m not going to leave you. I promise you, okay? Trust me. Please. That’s all I want. I’m anxious. I don’t like to feel feelings. It’s so exhausting. It’s intense. I can sense when it’s going to happen and it just flows. I’m overpouring the water and it’s flowing in every direction. Why can’t I make it stop? I’m not going to drown. I am stronger than this. Betsi.
Tell me what you want?
What do you want from me?
Is this really what you wanted to happen?
A little devil on your fucking shoulder, angel on your other shoulder. I don’t like the images I’m seeing in my head. Back to reality. But not really. Snapped out of it.
For only a second.
Until I came along and ruined your little song.
What do you mean by that?
Honestly, I’m just high.
Ahhhh… Yea, me too.
I think we’re going to be just fine, you and I.
That’s all I’ve ever wanted.