So Long September

I have extreme pain in my lower back and legs all the time. I have fibro flares all of the time and then it mixes with the ulcers in my esophagus and stomach. So I soothe myself with Naproxen and Tramadol. Sucralfate helps the throbbing and pain from ulcers. I’ve noticed lately that I startContinue reading “So Long September”

Hurricane Haps

Living off the upper east coast of Florida, we did not endure what all the newscasters said we would. It always seems to be over-exaggerated. We had minimal wind and just a constant flow of rain. Nothing dire. It’s already moving off the coast so tomorrow should be back to normal. This did give meContinue reading “Hurricane Haps”

Update Time

I can’t believe it’s been since the beginning of July since I wrote. What is up with that?! Well, I’ll tell you … I’ve been trying out new medication since then and it’s been a little bit of a journey. To start, it helped me sleep and has also kept me on a straight andContinue reading “Update Time”

Change Can Be Beautiful

I’ve been fighting myself so much recently and am at a place where I’m letting change take over. I believe in the power of the Lord, my strength, to show me exactly how beautiful this life can be. I woke up this morning around 7:45 a.m. and was honestly surprised at the time. I haven’tContinue reading “Change Can Be Beautiful”

Everything Overwhelms Me…

I am not exaggerating when I say this. Waking up can be overwhelming sometimes because I have no idea how I’m going to get through my day. Trial and error, I suppose. My mind overwhelms me with what I feel I need to get done that day. Knowing I have to pack up the placeContinue reading “Everything Overwhelms Me…”

What’s the haps

So, what’s been going on you ask? I’ve contemplated packing for the last three weeks just to get it done. Everything has to be out by the first of July, so I still have time, but it’ll feel rushed. Typical “Me” style, I am the procrastinator of procrastination. I have a bookshelf I would likeContinue reading “What’s the haps”

Just Write Already…

Have you seen the episode of Spongebob where he has to write a paper and gets stuck on the very first word? He finds distractions and things to occupy his time just so he doesn’t have to start. That stuck feeling and not knowing what to write, or having too much to write and don’tContinue reading “Just Write Already…”

My Backwards Walk

Have you ever heard that song? It’s by Frightened Rabbit and it makes so much more sense to me now than ever. I thought I would be affected by it but I felt almost numb or “okay”. I think I know what that means. I’m seriously ready to let go of that life and everythingContinue reading “My Backwards Walk”

Fruit of the Spirit

That is today’s topic of study for myself. Learning what is good in my life and what needs work on. Boy, do I need work … I want to bear all of the fruit, there’s no getting around that. Those sinful natures though — that’s what gets us. So let’s go ahead and take aContinue reading “Fruit of the Spirit”