Co-conscious Conversation

Talk to me. Why did that scare you? YOU DON’T REMEMBER WHAT JUST SCARED YOU? Nope, guess I don’t. This is not going up. I’m not going to leave you. I promise you, okay? Trust me. Please. That’s all I want. I’m anxious. I don’t like to feel feelings. It’s so exhausting. It’s intense. IContinue reading “Co-conscious Conversation”

Uh, What?

I honestly don’t know if it’s delirium from lack of sleep, food, and the copious amounts of daytime and nighttime Alka Seltzer Cold & Flu I’ve been taking, but I feel high. I’ve felt this way for about three days now. Floating, nothing hurts, nothing bothering me. A lot of times I can’t feel myContinue reading “Uh, What?”

Got Your Head In The Clouds, Silly Girl…

I am soaring above it all, looking down and marveling in the beauty that my life is becoming. Tears of joy and thanksgiving fill my eyes and overflow in my heart. I just never knew a love like the one with you. It’s a rare masterpiece, a hidden gem, the X at the end ofContinue reading “Got Your Head In The Clouds, Silly Girl…”

NO MORE HIDING

When I woke up, something was COMPLETELY different. I mean, so different I couldn’t stay silent. I’m done being told how to live my life and who to have in my life. So, let’s just say, today, December 16th, 2020, is The Fox Tales System “Life Take Back Day.” I am going to be exactlyContinue reading “NO MORE HIDING”

Gaudete Sunday

JOY. Week 3 of Advent is Joy. This word has been following me around for the back end of 2020 and it’s been speaking to me more and more every single day. The word is plastered all over my room on the walls and decor. I honestly feel like the Lord is trying to remindContinue reading “Gaudete Sunday”

I Can Honestly Say: I LOVE MY LIFE

Today Is: December 6th, 2020 (Sunday Funday) I’m Grateful For: Rock Trance Exodus 3:10-12: “‘So now, go. I am sending you to Pharaoh to bring my people the Israelites out of Egypt.’ But Moses said to God, ‘Who am I that I should go to Pharaoh and bring the Israelites out of Egypt?’ And GodContinue reading “I Can Honestly Say: I LOVE MY LIFE”

Showing System Love: CW Journal Entry

Today Is: December 4th, 2020 (Last weekend before I start my new job!) Psalm 146:1-6: “Praise the LORD! Let all that I am praise the LORD. I will praise the LORD as long as I live. I will sing praises to my GOD with my dying breath. Don’t put your confidence in powerful people; thereContinue reading “Showing System Love: CW Journal Entry”

Autumn Cozy Day: CW Journal Entry

Today Is: December 2nd, 2020 (Autumn Cozy Day) I’m Grateful For: Communication Psalm 23:1-6: “The LORD is my Shepherd; I shall not want. He makes me lie down in green pastures. He leads me beside still waters. He restores my soul. He leads me in the paths of righteousness for his name’s sake. Even thoughContinue reading “Autumn Cozy Day: CW Journal Entry”

December 2020: CW Journal Entry

Today is: December 1, 2020 (Victoria’s Christmas Party) I’m Grateful For: Friends gathering together for a good time. Romans 12:1-2: “I appeal to you therefore, brothers, by the mercies of God, to present your bodies as a living sacrifice, holy and acceptable to God, which is your spiritual worship. Do not be conformed to thisContinue reading “December 2020: CW Journal Entry”

Sharing Is Caring

I feel this pull on my heart strings to share some of Cultivate Worship and use this as my “journal” for the study, I suppose. The more I spend time in the word and with God, the less negative and depressed I feel. True happiness is only applied when I’m in his word, which heContinue reading “Sharing Is Caring”