I’ve always been an awkward talker. Crazy, right? I tend to be able to think clearer when I am in my head space. Thinking the words, just not spewing out nonsense and hope it came close to what I was trying to say. Writing. Writing is so much clearer. The way I am attracted toContinue reading “Writing. Meaning. Life.”
Category Archives: System Speaks
I’m Still Here.
It’s been so long. I tend to do this at some point during the year, have a “writers block” season. I literally feel like a little baby chick pecking his way through the shell and becoming life. I’m hoping this is the beginning of a good season of creativity and ideas. It’s still a littleContinue reading “I’m Still Here.”
Loud
My mind won’t turn off. No matter how hard I try to calm it, the thoughts just keep coming at me like an automatic baseball thrower. I don’t understand why I continue to be so hard on myself. I feel numb. I feel ugly. I feel fat. I feel undeserving. I feel unmotivated. I amContinue reading “Loud”
All Aboard
Distractions from spending time with God What is making your thought train derail? Outside distractions, worldly pitstops Think of your mind as a train. You put fuel into it by going to God before you start the long journey that is your day. We are at a steady pace and an unexpected stop comes up.Continue reading “All Aboard”
Ctrl + Alt + Del
You know that wonderful button combo that you press and you can shut down whatever you want, granted you don’t blue screen because of how messed up you are? Oh, you thought I was talking about my computer? Nah. That thing runs just fine. What isn’t running right is the hardwire system inside my head.Continue reading “Ctrl + Alt + Del”
My Little Piece Of Heaven
My whole life was depicted by Disney fantasies of finding my Prince Charming or run away with Robin Hood. A clever fox with a selfless heart and the making of an “outer” badass. What is it with me and foxes? Maybe I’m just Foxy, who knows… I’d like to share my experience about receiving somethingContinue reading “My Little Piece Of Heaven”
Ramblings on a Saturday
I feel strange when I don’t start out with a title. I just don’t have it yet. As much as I wish my sore/dry throat would go away, irritating cough, and drowsiness. I’m actually in a pretty good place today. I’m excited to see Eddie and spend some quality family time with everyone. Including Patrick.Continue reading “Ramblings on a Saturday”
Ripple
Am I still supposed to be this sad? Am I always going to remember the short amount of time I was able to know you as a Dad? It makes my heart ache and eyes well up with tears because Mom was so lucky to have you. You truly showed her what it was likeContinue reading “Ripple”
A Little Of This…
So, how are y’all doing? I hope all good, I only wish the best. These last few weeks, if I’m to be honest, have felt like a dream. I feel like I’m gently gliding through my day to day and it’s been quite relaxing and joyful. I have been learning a lot about myself. IContinue reading “A Little Of This…”
It’s funny…
Most times I feel like I have to have everything together to create a post. Like I’m actually put together when in fact I am not one bit. I wanted to add pictures to this, but I have to finish something so I can do so. I’m such an interesting character. Yes, characters. Just harmsContinue reading “It’s funny…”
