Hello December

I have this haze of sadness circling me and it won’t go away. It’s not just about one thing, I think it’s a mix of many emotions I can’t place at the moment. Hello December. As much as I’ve always thought December was a happy and exciting month, ever since I was little, there wasContinue reading “Hello December”

Thanksgiving Eve

Does anyone get excited as I do over Thanksgiving? As much as I want to say it’s been ruined, when I think about it, that’s not the case. We can all pin bad memories of tragic events to holidays but we can also cherish them for what they are and who is around us now.Continue reading “Thanksgiving Eve”

How Not To Be Triggered

Easy. Don’t think. At all. Think happy thoughts… What are those anyway? Don’t think about Ikea. Don’t listen to any songs to remind you. Don’t think about where you work, Lord knows how close you are. Shut it all off. Pretend it’s all going to be okay. So how, in some way, find out howContinue reading “How Not To Be Triggered”

Sick.

I’ve been sick for over a month. Seriously. Extreme sinus pressure, sore throat, aching ears and body, fevers occasionally. Always tired, dizzy, and resorting back to nose spray because if I don’t, there is no clearing my passage way. This is miserable. No, it’s not Covid. Tested negative for that. So whatever THIS is, needsContinue reading “Sick.”

Time Well Spent

Let’s start off with a positive. I am in my element. I’ve had my chocolate hazelnut cream coffee with M&Ms creamer — believe me when I say, it pairs well. I’ve been able to get a couple things done and take time with the Lord. It’s a pretty big constant in my life now andContinue reading “Time Well Spent”

I thought so…

What I am thankful for (With Commentary): Eddie Patrick Dexter My Mom’s dogs: Bugsy and Morty My Mom and Dad Coffee Books (Freedom pages) Writing Creativity Coffee Mugs (I just took a sip) Bees (They make the best darn honey. Mhmm, especially in Earl Grey Tea.) Fuzzy Blankets (Talk about comfort and security.) Life GoalsContinue reading “I thought so…”

Writing. Meaning. Life.

I’ve always been an awkward talker. Crazy, right? I tend to be able to think clearer when I am in my head space. Thinking the words, just not spewing out nonsense and hope it came close to what I was trying to say. Writing. Writing is so much clearer. The way I am attracted toContinue reading “Writing. Meaning. Life.”

All Aboard

Distractions from spending time with God What is making your thought train derail? Outside distractions, worldly pitstops Think of your mind as a train. You put fuel into it by going to God before you start the long journey that is your day. We are at a steady pace and an unexpected stop comes up.Continue reading “All Aboard”