Co-conscious Conversation

Talk to me. Why did that scare you? YOU DON’T REMEMBER WHAT JUST SCARED YOU? Nope, guess I don’t. This is not going up. I’m not going to leave you. I promise you, okay? Trust me. Please. That’s all I want. I’m anxious. I don’t like to feel feelings. It’s so exhausting. It’s intense. IContinue reading “Co-conscious Conversation”

Uh, What?

I honestly don’t know if it’s delirium from lack of sleep, food, and the copious amounts of daytime and nighttime Alka Seltzer Cold & Flu I’ve been taking, but I feel high. I’ve felt this way for about three days now. Floating, nothing hurts, nothing bothering me. A lot of times I can’t feel myContinue reading “Uh, What?”

Got Your Head In The Clouds, Silly Girl…

I am soaring above it all, looking down and marveling in the beauty that my life is becoming. Tears of joy and thanksgiving fill my eyes and overflow in my heart. I just never knew a love like the one with you. It’s a rare masterpiece, a hidden gem, the X at the end ofContinue reading “Got Your Head In The Clouds, Silly Girl…”

NO MORE HIDING

When I woke up, something was COMPLETELY different. I mean, so different I couldn’t stay silent. I’m done being told how to live my life and who to have in my life. So, let’s just say, today, December 16th, 2020, is The Fox Tales System “Life Take Back Day.” I am going to be exactlyContinue reading “NO MORE HIDING”

So Random

This picture started something that I enjoy doing so much and so I want to document cute little moments that make me happy. I sent this picture to Patrick in a message and here is how the rest played out as we continued to make up band names: Patrick: Cooler Than Absolute Zero Me: EverybodyContinue reading “So Random”

Autumnal Rant

Autumn. Fall. Whatever you want to call it. I finally woke up and felt that “autumnal feeling.” Usually, living in Florida, it takes me a while to feel this way, but for some reason it’s like I woke up in a wonderful mood. Again, happier during this time of the year. I guess it couldContinue reading “Autumnal Rant”

Early Morning Chill Vibes

It’s funny how I used to be so paranoid about not getting enough sleep or thinking my body couldn’t handle itself if I slept less than 8 hours. Ever since my traumatic situation, all of that has completely flown out the window. Whatever sleep I do get is cherished and I feel refreshed when myContinue reading “Early Morning Chill Vibes”

Let Me Sleep

So like clockwork I am up. My lack of sleep has been frustrating and being so thrown off is making me feel a little irritable. Last night I woke up at 1:30 am and I was awake until 9 last night. I took my two gummy melatonin and passed out. Woke up at 10:30, thenContinue reading “Let Me Sleep”

Coming Back To Life

I have that familiar feeling I used to have, before all of this, back when life was simpler. When it wasn’t talking to attorneys, lawyers, and court dates over Zoom. I’m tired of serving and being served. I just want my life back. I want the ease of not having to worry about what isContinue reading “Coming Back To Life”