You Tried To Take Me Down With You

Down that little white rabbit’s hole you loved so much growing up. Little did I know that you wanted to drag this Alice down with you. But why make me drink the potion to make me tiny only for me to drink the one that made me rise above you? Sitting at the table withContinue reading “You Tried To Take Me Down With You”

Admittance

The way I’ve been feeling emotions lately have been more intense than usual to say the least. I am sensitive to many things and I’m working on not letting things get to me so much. Other’s intentions are never as bad as what my own mind makes them out to be. I assume, which weContinue reading “Admittance”

Nonsensical

This week is going by as quickly as I expected it to. I’m still wanting to rush everything to get back down there and I know I’m going to regret all of this. Eddie needs to be close to his Dad and I believe this to be true. He needs him in his life andContinue reading “Nonsensical”

Tell Me How You Really Feel

Depressed. Content? Mindless. Numb? Proud. Skeptical? A whole lot. That’s really how I’m feeling right now. Today was the beginning of our small groups. It rocked my world when I woke up to 40+ Facebook notifications. It was almost too overwhelming to handle right after waking up. God answers prayers. Let me be a livingContinue reading “Tell Me How You Really Feel”

What Just Happened Here?

What’s on my mind, you ask? So glad you want to know. Feelings of entrapment. Knowing I can’t get into my car and just go. Oh I hate when this feeling rears its’ ugly little head. I feel like I couldn’t go anywhere without judgement if I tried. I feel stuck in my life. IContinue reading “What Just Happened Here?”

Hitting Pause

It’s group loading day for small groups and I am supposed to be so super excited about everything and just ready to go, right? So why so I feel the most depressed I have in a long time? This isn’t the way it’s supposed to be. Right? I can’t even figure out what I’m tryingContinue reading “Hitting Pause”

Son’s Downtime

So I decided to ask Eddie random questions because I figured he’d enjoy it, right? Here are the results. 😁 Dog or cat? Dog. Sorry Frank (Our cat)Pirate or Ninja? NinjaaaaBanana or Orange? OrangePlum or Pear? PearOrange or Red? RedSonic or Mario? SonicBeach or Mountains? BeachSoda or Pop? Pop!Superhero or Villain? VillainSunny or Cloudy? CloudySpongebob orContinue reading “Son’s Downtime”

Mindless Downtime

1. Dog or Cat? Dog 2. Netflix or YouTube? YouTube 3. Phone Call or Text? Text 4. Toast or Eggs? Eggs 5. Cardio or Weights? Cardio 6. Facebook or Twitter? Facebook 7. Ice Cream Cone or Snow Cone? Ice Cream Cone 8. Mobile Games or Console Games? Console, Playstation 9. While walking: Music or Podcasts?Continue reading “Mindless Downtime”