Update Time

I can’t believe it’s been since the beginning of July since I wrote. What is up with that?! Well, I’ll tell you … I’ve been trying out new medication since then and it’s been a little bit of a journey. To start, it helped me sleep and has also kept me on a straight andContinue reading “Update Time”

Everything Overwhelms Me…

I am not exaggerating when I say this. Waking up can be overwhelming sometimes because I have no idea how I’m going to get through my day. Trial and error, I suppose. My mind overwhelms me with what I feel I need to get done that day. Knowing I have to pack up the placeContinue reading “Everything Overwhelms Me…”

How Not To Be Triggered

Easy. Don’t think. At all. Think happy thoughts… What are those anyway? Don’t think about Ikea. Don’t listen to any songs to remind you. Don’t think about where you work, Lord knows how close you are. Shut it all off. Pretend it’s all going to be okay. So how, in some way, find out howContinue reading “How Not To Be Triggered”

There’s No Place Like Home

I’m having a very strange and unusual day. I am having fibro flare ups and my dissociation is VERY bad today. The scriptures I’ve been coming across, the things subtle little signs are there, and it is giving me so much anxiety I feel like passing out. So I guess that there is no placeContinue reading “There’s No Place Like Home”

Search Me

God, I desperately need you to search me right now. I need to know where my priorities lie and where I’m going wrong. My anxieties are getting the best of me and I’m over-analyzing and making up situations in my head and they haven’t even happened. I’m creating scenarios that aren’t even real and it’sContinue reading “Search Me”