Manic Flow

I’m back baby, in full swing, and full control. Man does it feel good to be out and living life like I just don’t give a fuck. What!? I need to calm down but I’m so excited that I can’t hardly stand it. You want to know what over? NOTHING. Yea. You read that right,Continue reading “Manic Flow”

A Mind Melt

I’m extremely confused on how I feel today. It’s almost like I’m going through a handful of other’s emotions and it’s becoming exhausting again. I keep watching videos of systems on like on YouTube and today Jess of Multiplicity & Me shared information on faking and a 12 point checklist they use to diagnose DIDContinue reading “A Mind Melt”

List of Comfort and Randomness

The thought of Disney, whether it be parks, movies, stuffed animals, memorabilia, treats. Everything Disney.Warm hugs. (Oh look, an Olaf reference)Eddie cuddles.Candles burning before bedtime. A time we reflect on it all.Warm cup of coffee or tea.Writing. Any form of writing. It’s one of the most comforting things in the world. Think I’m lying? FightContinue reading “List of Comfort and Randomness”

Doing The Right Thing

Do you ever feel like everything you do is never good enough? It goes unnoticed? You try to do the right thing, but it sometimes just doesn’t cut the mustard? I struggle with all of these questions in rotation almost daily. I wonder if I’m really wanted around or if I’m just there for yourContinue reading “Doing The Right Thing”

Nostalgia For The Win

Do you have a nostalgic movie that you go to when you just feel like you need it? When you feel defeated and just need a pick me up? Don’t laugh. Mine is the 2003 Lindsay Lohan version of Freaky Friday. I was compared to Lindsay all through my childhood and teenage years. Little didContinue reading “Nostalgia For The Win”

Meet Autumn: Emotional Rant

It’s come to my attention that when I’m extremely happy I rip it away from myself as if I’m not deserving of it. I’m so deserving of this feeling. I’m tired of having to put my own emotions on the back burner because I feel every one else so strongly. I’ve got 20/20 vision thisContinue reading “Meet Autumn: Emotional Rant”