Let It All Out, Girl…

I’m just going to write what comes to my mind even if it doesn’t make sense, even if I have no idea why I would think it, or maybe it’ll just help me make complete sense out of some of it. Here goes… I’m fat. I’ve gained back 15-20 pounds and I feel bloated andContinue reading “Let It All Out, Girl…”

Thanksgiving Eve

Does anyone get excited as I do over Thanksgiving? As much as I want to say it’s been ruined, when I think about it, that’s not the case. We can all pin bad memories of tragic events to holidays but we can also cherish them for what they are and who is around us now.Continue reading “Thanksgiving Eve”

I Can Honestly Say: I LOVE MY LIFE

Today Is: December 6th, 2020 (Sunday Funday) I’m Grateful For: Rock Trance Exodus 3:10-12: “‘So now, go. I am sending you to Pharaoh to bring my people the Israelites out of Egypt.’ But Moses said to God, ‘Who am I that I should go to Pharaoh and bring the Israelites out of Egypt?’ And GodContinue reading “I Can Honestly Say: I LOVE MY LIFE”

Sharing Is Caring

I feel this pull on my heart strings to share some of Cultivate Worship and use this as my “journal” for the study, I suppose. The more I spend time in the word and with God, the less negative and depressed I feel. True happiness is only applied when I’m in his word, which heContinue reading “Sharing Is Caring”

There’s No Place Like Home

I’m having a very strange and unusual day. I am having fibro flare ups and my dissociation is VERY bad today. The scriptures I’ve been coming across, the things subtle little signs are there, and it is giving me so much anxiety I feel like passing out. So I guess that there is no placeContinue reading “There’s No Place Like Home”

Non-Refundable

You know those gifts that you have to truly commit to because there is no way you could refund it? Well, I’m pretty sure that I just invested in something that will cost me for the rest of my life and I’m honestly not worried about it in the least. Here…let me show you whatContinue reading “Non-Refundable”

Thanksgiving Recap

Look who finally decided to show face again, I can give you a running list of all the headmates who are crowded together this morning or just go through perspective one by one. My raver girl, Riley, is with me listening to ATB and DJ Tiesto bright and early this morning. All she is doingContinue reading “Thanksgiving Recap”

Photograph

Now there are plenty of photos I’ve taken in my lifetime. There is one in particular that I just absolutely love and am so thankful I was able to snap before anybody moved. It was a night Patrick stayed over and in the morning Eddie wanted him to watch cartoons with him. It’s also theContinue reading “Photograph”

Cultivate Worship

I am so thankful for this book, “Write the Word: Cultivate Worship,” by Lara Casey and the Cultivate What Matters Team. This is our next study through Proverbs 31. It has brought me closer to the Lord and opened my eyes up to some deep truths about myself. Writing scripture, gratitude, and meditating on whatContinue reading “Cultivate Worship”

Thankful for Fear?

Today’s prompt is something you are thankful for that is a disappointment or fear in your life. You’d think, “What would I possibly be thankful for that causes worry?” Well, I can actually answer that for myself as much as I felt confused. I’m thankful for the disappointments of drug and alcohol addiction and theContinue reading “Thankful for Fear?”