So Long September

I have extreme pain in my lower back and legs all the time. I have fibro flares all of the time and then it mixes with the ulcers in my esophagus and stomach. So I soothe myself with Naproxen and Tramadol. Sucralfate helps the throbbing and pain from ulcers. I’ve noticed lately that I startContinue reading “So Long September”

What’s the haps

So, what’s been going on you ask? I’ve contemplated packing for the last three weeks just to get it done. Everything has to be out by the first of July, so I still have time, but it’ll feel rushed. Typical “Me” style, I am the procrastinator of procrastination. I have a bookshelf I would likeContinue reading “What’s the haps”

My Backwards Walk

Have you ever heard that song? It’s by Frightened Rabbit and it makes so much more sense to me now than ever. I thought I would be affected by it but I felt almost numb or “okay”. I think I know what that means. I’m seriously ready to let go of that life and everythingContinue reading “My Backwards Walk”

Fruit of the Spirit

That is today’s topic of study for myself. Learning what is good in my life and what needs work on. Boy, do I need work … I want to bear all of the fruit, there’s no getting around that. Those sinful natures though — that’s what gets us. So let’s go ahead and take aContinue reading “Fruit of the Spirit”

The Perfect Cup

Can I just take a moment and admire the man who knows how to make a cup of coffee? I slowly woke up this morning from another nightmare that had me confused as to where I was. It’s one I’ve been having a lot lately and it helps to wake up in his bed. ComingContinue reading “The Perfect Cup”

Resolving My Future

I can move on. Resolving my case was one of the most satisfying things. I feel so many different changes within that I can’t describe. I feel a calm and peace I’ve never known. I have no urge to touch the bottle again. It makes me sick to my stomach from the way it madeContinue reading “Resolving My Future”

Psalm 116 on 11/6

I love the Lord because he hears my voice and my prayer for mercy. Because he bends down to listen, I will pray as long as I have breath! Death wrapped its ropes around me; the terrors of the grave overtook me. I saw only trouble and sorrow. Then I called on the name ofContinue reading “Psalm 116 on 11/6”

I thought so…

What I am thankful for (With Commentary): Eddie Patrick Dexter My Mom’s dogs: Bugsy and Morty My Mom and Dad Coffee Books (Freedom pages) Writing Creativity Coffee Mugs (I just took a sip) Bees (They make the best darn honey. Mhmm, especially in Earl Grey Tea.) Fuzzy Blankets (Talk about comfort and security.) Life GoalsContinue reading “I thought so…”

My Little Piece Of Heaven

My whole life was depicted by Disney fantasies of finding my Prince Charming or run away with Robin Hood. A clever fox with a selfless heart and the making of an “outer” badass. What is it with me and foxes? Maybe I’m just Foxy, who knows… I’d like to share my experience about receiving somethingContinue reading “My Little Piece Of Heaven”

Ramblings on a Saturday

I feel strange when I don’t start out with a title. I just don’t have it yet. As much as I wish my sore/dry throat would go away, irritating cough, and drowsiness. I’m actually in a pretty good place today. I’m excited to see Eddie and spend some quality family time with everyone. Including Patrick.Continue reading “Ramblings on a Saturday”