My mind won’t turn off. No matter how hard I try to calm it, the thoughts just keep coming at me like an automatic baseball thrower. I don’t understand why I continue to be so hard on myself. I feel numb. I feel ugly. I feel fat. I feel undeserving. I feel unmotivated. I amContinue reading “Loud”
Tag Archives: Mental Health
All Aboard
Distractions from spending time with God What is making your thought train derail? Outside distractions, worldly pitstops Think of your mind as a train. You put fuel into it by going to God before you start the long journey that is your day. We are at a steady pace and an unexpected stop comes up.Continue reading “All Aboard”
My Little Piece Of Heaven
My whole life was depicted by Disney fantasies of finding my Prince Charming or run away with Robin Hood. A clever fox with a selfless heart and the making of an “outer” badass. What is it with me and foxes? Maybe I’m just Foxy, who knows… I’d like to share my experience about receiving somethingContinue reading “My Little Piece Of Heaven”
Ramblings on a Saturday
I feel strange when I don’t start out with a title. I just don’t have it yet. As much as I wish my sore/dry throat would go away, irritating cough, and drowsiness. I’m actually in a pretty good place today. I’m excited to see Eddie and spend some quality family time with everyone. Including Patrick.Continue reading “Ramblings on a Saturday”
Ripple
Am I still supposed to be this sad? Am I always going to remember the short amount of time I was able to know you as a Dad? It makes my heart ache and eyes well up with tears because Mom was so lucky to have you. You truly showed her what it was likeContinue reading “Ripple”
A Little Of This…
So, how are y’all doing? I hope all good, I only wish the best. These last few weeks, if I’m to be honest, have felt like a dream. I feel like I’m gently gliding through my day to day and it’s been quite relaxing and joyful. I have been learning a lot about myself. IContinue reading “A Little Of This…”
Facts About Us
I am one of the biggest Mama Mia and Abba fans. Ever since I was little. I even had the kid group version on CD. I felt so honored to have it. I think I was born in the wrong era, but God knows what he’s doing. The clothes I’m wearing today make me lookContinue reading “Facts About Us”
Speak
Does anyone remember that book? “Speak,” by Laurie Halse Anderson was one of my favorites in the beginning of high school. My best friend Melinda told me about the book and the main character was Melinda and she depicted her to a tee. Crazy. I always looked up to her. Something about her is specialContinue reading “Speak”
Work Thoughts and 3AM Nonsense
So I’ve decided while I’m working today to let my thoughts run wild, see what I think about during the day, and see if I remember to write it down. Just thought it’d be fun to see where my mind travels during the day. So, just a minute ago I was thinking, I can beContinue reading “Work Thoughts and 3AM Nonsense”
Mind Won’t Stop
I have this problem with “relaxing.” That definition is very foreign to me. I keep thinking I need to be doing something productive or cleaning, or something. I need to learn to take my day of rest and just do things that are enjoyable to me. Everyone needs their down time, right? It’s like IContinue reading “Mind Won’t Stop”
