My Best Seller Year

2021. You’re here and not a moment too soon. Let me tell you what I have in store for you this year… Goals Be happy. Duh. Continue reading, writing, discussing, taking time with the Lord. He is the only reason we are exactly where we need to be today. You make the decisions. No bodyContinue reading “My Best Seller Year”

Showing System Love: CW Journal Entry

Today Is: December 4th, 2020 (Last weekend before I start my new job!) Psalm 146:1-6: “Praise the LORD! Let all that I am praise the LORD. I will praise the LORD as long as I live. I will sing praises to my GOD with my dying breath. Don’t put your confidence in powerful people; thereContinue reading “Showing System Love: CW Journal Entry”

A Mind Melt

I’m extremely confused on how I feel today. It’s almost like I’m going through a handful of other’s emotions and it’s becoming exhausting again. I keep watching videos of systems on like on YouTube and today Jess of Multiplicity & Me shared information on faking and a 12 point checklist they use to diagnose DIDContinue reading “A Mind Melt”

Validity Next Level

I have to put a disclaimer here. This is a TRIGGER WARNING. Mention of self-mutilation and bodily fluids. So of the systems that I talk to, I’ve noticed that feeling like you are faking is a common ground. It’s almost like you don’t want to acknowledge you’ve got a disorder because there’s no way possibleContinue reading “Validity Next Level”

About That Search Me Thing

I’m not one to previously retract any statement that I have ever made. Everything I say and do is for a reason. I know what I did when I did it. When I asked God to graciously search me, he decided to put it into full affect. I’ve had dreams and little things come upContinue reading “About That Search Me Thing”