Change Can Be Beautiful

I’ve been fighting myself so much recently and am at a place where I’m letting change take over. I believe in the power of the Lord, my strength, to show me exactly how beautiful this life can be. I woke up this morning around 7:45 a.m. and was honestly surprised at the time. I haven’tContinue reading “Change Can Be Beautiful”

Brain Dump

It’s probably been about 2 months since I’ve “felt normal.” This physical sickness is so draining. My mental sickness — same. I’m filled with worry and I know I’m just exaggerating my emotions ten fold. Being a follower of God is not easy. He never said it would be. I should have one hundred percentContinue reading “Brain Dump”

Facts About Us

I am one of the biggest Mama Mia and Abba fans. Ever since I was little. I even had the kid group version on CD. I felt so honored to have it. I think I was born in the wrong era, but God knows what he’s doing. The clothes I’m wearing today make me lookContinue reading “Facts About Us”

Gaudete Sunday

JOY. Week 3 of Advent is Joy. This word has been following me around for the back end of 2020 and it’s been speaking to me more and more every single day. The word is plastered all over my room on the walls and decor. I honestly feel like the Lord is trying to remindContinue reading “Gaudete Sunday”

I Can Honestly Say: I LOVE MY LIFE

Today Is: December 6th, 2020 (Sunday Funday) I’m Grateful For: Rock Trance Exodus 3:10-12: “‘So now, go. I am sending you to Pharaoh to bring my people the Israelites out of Egypt.’ But Moses said to God, ‘Who am I that I should go to Pharaoh and bring the Israelites out of Egypt?’ And GodContinue reading “I Can Honestly Say: I LOVE MY LIFE”

Showing System Love: CW Journal Entry

Today Is: December 4th, 2020 (Last weekend before I start my new job!) Psalm 146:1-6: “Praise the LORD! Let all that I am praise the LORD. I will praise the LORD as long as I live. I will sing praises to my GOD with my dying breath. Don’t put your confidence in powerful people; thereContinue reading “Showing System Love: CW Journal Entry”

Autumn Cozy Day: CW Journal Entry

Today Is: December 2nd, 2020 (Autumn Cozy Day) I’m Grateful For: Communication Psalm 23:1-6: “The LORD is my Shepherd; I shall not want. He makes me lie down in green pastures. He leads me beside still waters. He restores my soul. He leads me in the paths of righteousness for his name’s sake. Even thoughContinue reading “Autumn Cozy Day: CW Journal Entry”

December 2020: CW Journal Entry

Today is: December 1, 2020 (Victoria’s Christmas Party) I’m Grateful For: Friends gathering together for a good time. Romans 12:1-2: “I appeal to you therefore, brothers, by the mercies of God, to present your bodies as a living sacrifice, holy and acceptable to God, which is your spiritual worship. Do not be conformed to thisContinue reading “December 2020: CW Journal Entry”

Most Thankful For?

November 30, 2020 Gratitude Scripture: “Great is his faithfulness; his mercies begin afresh each morning.” -Lamentations 3:23 This scripture best describes what I am most thankful for, entirely. Each morning I wake up, I am renewed in the spirit, repented of my sins, and get to do it all over again. Everything I am, do,Continue reading “Most Thankful For?”

There’s No Place Like Home

I’m having a very strange and unusual day. I am having fibro flare ups and my dissociation is VERY bad today. The scriptures I’ve been coming across, the things subtle little signs are there, and it is giving me so much anxiety I feel like passing out. So I guess that there is no placeContinue reading “There’s No Place Like Home”